It has started!!!
Yes!I almost could not wait to get to the Advent season.No, not to reach the next wave of shopping craziness,but to enjoy it finally not in the midst of traveling.When I was in the States Xmas meant traveling, packing, airport waiting room for me.Now I am staying in one place.Studying in the same school.Working in the same job.A little sattle down feeling.
So,I decided to finally take charge of my rythm of life.I try to breathe in the same pace as the nature does.This Advent will start on the first Sunday of the official Advent.Not earlier.No checking out early xmas sales.No buying postcards.Not even writing a Xmas to-do-list or buying presents in advance.And the most weird decision:I won't buy not even a piece of tangarine, orange or banana, cos it meant xmas for me.I decided to keep the fall decoration up to this very day-yesterday.And hold the pouring Xmas symbols back out of my life.

SO as a praud and excited child yesterday evening I started to clear out the fall decoration ,way out of my room.No more colorful leaves.Finally it is time to prepare for the big waiting season,the time of expectations which can reach the sky.When I can quote day by day the final words of revelation:"Come Lord Jesus, come" and everybody says:"Amen!".
TODAY.FIRST DAY OF ADVENT.
Nothing is ready.I don't even have a wreath.Just 4 simple, white tea candles.Which I put into the middle of the now-cleared table in my room.And it seems perfect.No rush.